Domestic Violence Discussion with
Jennifer Bowles, MSW, LCSW

Jennifer Bowles is a licensed clinical social worker currently working in California as a medical social worker at a county hospital. She obtained her Master's degree in social work from U.C.L.A. Since graduating in 1993 she has worked in a variety of settings, including private practice, with children and families, frail elderly, and chronically and terminally ill clients. Prior to becoming a social worker she was a deputy sheriff. She believes this law enforcement background provided her with an increased sensitivity to abuse issues, including domestic violence.

She has seen first hand the damage domestic violence does to the individual and family. It crosses all demographic barriers: financial, racial, ethnic, age and sexual orientation.

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25. StorkNet Member: For about a month I was living with a boyfriend whom while we were dating we were only able to be with each other on weekends. Things went OK for a while, but as time went on he basically became controlling, distrustful, and the amount of time spent in doing things for him got to the point to where it felt like a second full time job. Part of this was needed, as at the time he was unable to drive, others were things like whining when I would not get up and dressed (while trying to sleep) to take him three blocks to get a drink without caffeine.

At times he showed signs of having a temper with a bit of a violent side, such as his responses to neighbors above us moving around at night, hitting the keyboard when an online thing was not working, and throwing a phone when on hold too long.

Given that I had moved in with him, into a place where my nearest other person I knew well was 4 hours away, I felt very trapped, and left.

Since then, he has admitted that he was wrong in several things, and has promised to make things different and wants another chance, saying that losing me jolted him into realizing how things were.

Things became more complicated however when I found out I am pregnant with his child, the first one for either of us.

I know he would want to be involved, and I really feel like I should tell him. I am pretty sure that telling him he will have a child will only intensify his wanting to get back together. It would seem to me that it would give him even more reason to change when he knows exactly what he is going to lose if he doesn't.

However, almost everyone is warning me to simply write him off as abusive and to focus on my other options. I have been told that things still should have been in the "honeymoon" period of seeing no wrong, and that if he is showing even those signs of not being in control of his temper when his patience is tried, that it is very likely that at some point he will also act without thinking towards a baby which of course would try anyone's patience.

Personally, I am confused and very torn and have no clue which way is up right now. In your opinion, are the signs there that this is likely to be an abusive relationship if I were to go back trusting he will change and with a baby brought into the picture, or are they simply being a bit overcautious over normal things that will work themselves out over time when he adjusts both to having me live with him and to the child?

Jennifer: I would like to be able to give you a definite answer that would ease your mind. Did the people giving you the advice to consider other options know this man? Usually our friends and family have our best interests at heart and it is a very good idea to strongly consider what they are telling you. What has this man done to make changes other than tell you he woke up to reality once you left?

I think it would also help you to read the questions and concerns of the other women who have had children with abusive men. It becomes a potential nightmare when engaged in a battle over visitation, child support, and custody (not to mention divorce, should you marry this person). It is very frightening to leave your child in the hands of an abusive person AND be under court orders to do so. It is an extremely helpless feeling.

Having a baby, even under the very best of circumstances is so very stressful and can put strain on the most loving relationships. You are at a place where you do have options. Consulting with an attorney to find out what your rights are should he find out you are pregnant (if you decide to have the baby and raise him or her yourself) wouldn't be a bad idea as it could help you to make your decisions from an informed position. People generally show us who they are and we need to see that reality and not distort it with the picture of who we'd like them to be. A month does seem like he should have still been "on his best behavior" with you, "the honeymoon" period as your friends have suggested. It is certainly an emotionally complex problem and being pregnant and feeling vulnerable will make that potentially more difficult. It sounds like you have a caring support system should you decide to go into motherhood alone or choose to consider other options. Don't rush yourself into a decision.

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