Okay so babies are literally coming out of the woodwork. This past weekend I was informed by four, yes FOUR! of my friends that they are all due on or very close to my previous due date. Please don't get the wrong impression here. It's not that I'm not thrilled for these woman and their families but for some reason it just drives that nail a little deeper doesn't it? So insanely coincidental. I guess it just makes me a little sad because I was excited to have babies at the same time. And I think their babies will forever remind me of the one I lost. However, hopefully we will indeed get pregnant again and stay pregnant again so in essence, our babies won't be that far apart in age. To top it all off, I counted eight friends who are all have babies between this December and March. So much fun but c'mon, can't I catch the pregnancy bug too? I will, I will, I will. Have to stay positive. Isn't pregnancy supposed to be contagious?
It's human nature, isn't it, to be a little bit jealous here. I think it's just the way we naturally sway when faced with times like these. Oh and I even open up OK! magazine to find three celebrities that also have the same due date (my previous due date!) AHHHHH!!! I know I shouldn't care. I know I need to focus inwardly instead of outwardly but er . . . sometimes things just "get to you." I even see pregnant ladies walking around town and I'm almost in awe that people get pregnant and stay pregnant. We're all seriously walking miracles! I know my time will come. I must be patient. Please send baby dust via FedEx directly to the Alps of Switzerland . . . please!!