This week was very stressful and emotional. It started with a huge fight with my dad. He and his girlfriend have been together for about 15 years and she has never been my best friend. Well apparently I said something when I was living with them after high school that hurt her feelings and she still mentions it three years later. My dad called one night and basically told me I needed to apologize to her. I told him that he had happened three years ago and I wasn't doing it. I also felt annoyed that she herself didn't come to me and tell me she was upset. So dad and I didn't speak for a few days; we had sent some emails back and forth and it got pretty heated so I was dealing with that on top of trying to move out of the apartment and into Ben's house.
Tuesday, we did the actual move because Ben was working Wednesday and we had court on Thursday. I never realized how much stuff I had thrown in closets and cabinets that was just sitting there. We threw a lot of stuff away but still there are boxes and bags of just stuff, I mean I am bringing a full apartment into a three bedroom house with one bathroom that has everything. I have completely taken over their spare room with all my stuff and then Ben and my room is a mess still because I always had stuff thrown in closets and now there is no room. It's been sorta awkward because Ben is working until 11 or midnight each night so it's just me and his parents and if he is working during the day, I am home alone. I know I'll get used to it; it's just going to take some time.
As far as the little one is concerned not much has changed; I am running low on Zofran but I am hoping that I won't need it after it's out. We have our next appointment on the 5th and my mom is coming down for it. I am really excited to see her; it's been a few weeks and I know the belly has gotten bigger so I can't wait for her to see. I am pretty nervous about the appointment because we haven't seen the baby since the first ultrasound and we have yet to hear the heartbeat so I just get worried that it won't be there and the baby will be gone. I know I should be thinking positive and I usually am, but it's always in the back of my mind. I guess we will just have to wait and see.
I guess that's all for this week. I am really tired so I am going to lay down. I'll have court and the doctor to talk about for next week so come back!