This past month has been really stressful. I was swamped at work. I find it unfair that I am willing to help others on my team get things done when they don't have time but yet no one will help me when I need it. This past month I was backup for a few people. Well those people all took off at the same time so I didn't have time to do my own work let alone others'. So now things have changed and I'm not going to start getting out until much later and I can't do that. My son has to be picked up at daycare by six. One day a week they let me be late and I have to pay extra. Well Monday I was 2 hours late and had to pay 50 dollars extra when I only pay 48 dollars a day. I can't do this. So I think if Jeremy can get transferred back closer to home we will move and I will look for another job back home. That way my family can watch the baby and I won't have to pay daycare so I could make a little less money and still be alright. That if this staying late is going to be a long time thing. I don't want to do that because I like my job but I don't have a choice. I have to pick the baby up by a certain time and Jeremy doesn't get home from work until 8 at night so there's not much I can do. So this has all been causing me stress.
I have been having really bad pains in my stomach and bleeding so I tried to make an appointment with my doctor. They said their first available is in May. I can't wait until May. So I made an appointment with a different doctor; hopefully this one will be nice. I liked my other doctor but can't wait that long. So I go to the doctor on the 10th. Friday is Jeremy's CAT scan and echo to make sure all is still okay. He has to be checked every couple months plus we need to be sure it is safe for him to have this other surgery at John Hopkins. I called to schedule an appointment but their January books weren't open yet so now I have to call this month.
Lil J is doing so well. We took him trick or treating at the zoo boo and then at my sister's house. He was Captain Hook. He was adorable!
I am excited for the holidays coming up. I am truly thankful this Thanksgiving that my little one will be home with us to enjoy it. Last year he spent it in the hospital in CICU. So this will be a treat. Then Christmas will be fun because now that he's crawling he will be all over the place and ripping paper. He will love it, I know it.