One more day and we should know what we have on the way! The anxiety is really beginning to get to me. Gregg and I were eating breakfast the other day and I saw some children running around and I told him that I was really getting anxious about the sonogram and I actually started crying, not for long, but he knew that I was serious. I don't know why I am so anxious but the good Lord knows that I am.
I am still eating well. I haven't noticed any weight gain yet. I fluctuate within two or three pounds of the same thing that I lost down to when I was ill at the beginning of my pregnancy. I don't know why because I am eating like a horse! I have been dealing with some indigestion the last few days but I know it is from overeating. Granny is at the hospital and I have been eating at a few new places and not wasting any food. Yesterday I ate at a restaurant named BJ's and had the Angus Pot Roast, it was oh so good. It took me the longest to eat and I did apologize to everyone for eating so slow but I told them I did not want to waste any of that good food!
My granny had a major stroke Saturday afternoon so we have been sleeping in the waiting room and just hanging around because it is touch and go. She has made a couple of improvements but then had a spell with her heart yesterday. The doctors feel like her stroke was caused by the pacemaker that she just got a few weeks ago. I know that God is in control and I want his will to be done. My granny is another Angel that God sent me to. I am so blessed to have had her as a Godly woman in my life. An example of a woman that I will always look up to. A truly precious life. She invested love and many prayers on my behalf and I am who I am now in large part because of her. She is more like a my mama than my granny and I am so grateful to have her love!!
I want to leave you with a scripture that my aunt and mother shared with my granny when she seemed to be struggling to breathe yesterday. I pray that is touches your heart and helps you to remember that God IS with you. Psalms 23 The Lord is my shepherd: I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures; he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul; he leadeth me in the path of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk in the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil; for thou art with me: thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies; thou anointest my head with oil: my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life; and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.
I ask for your prayers for my granny and for the family that is traveling to be here with her and I thank you for them in advance. I pray that God will be with you and keep you as you journey through the upcoming week. God Bless!