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Week 27 ~ August 22, 2002
Well, I am 27 weeks today, and I feel all of it. I'm having a real hard time breathing these days. Go figure! This baby is taking up all of my extra space. Not that I had a whole lot of extra space anyway, but what I did have is certainly gone. It's hard to believe that I am in the home stretch. 13 (or less I hope) more weeks to go! I can't help but be excited. However, I am really beginning to feel the effects of going into the third trimester. You know, those things you kind of forget about after you have your baby like:
These are just a few of the little inconveniences we deal with when we are pregnant. Not that I would change being pregnant, but it's real funny how all of these things conveniently remove themselves from your memory when you think you might want to have another child. Ha Ha.
Every day, Gabe teaches me new things about myself. I always knew that I wanted to be a mom, but I wasn't sure that I could handle it. I was also worried about being a stay at home mom, not just because of the money end of it, but because I didn't know if I could handle being around just children all day. I wasn't sure if I had the constitution for it. I am finding out though, that God really does give you the desires of your heart, not necessarily the desires of your mind, but what you really, truly, deep down know that you want and that you need. I need to be there for my kids in the capacity that a stay at home mom is. I know that working moms are there for their kids, I did that for nearly two years, but for me, I think that being a stay at home mom is the icing on the cake for my life. I am so excited. I miss Gabe so much each day, when I am at work for only 4 hours. It should be a break for me, but I'm finding that I'd much rather be at home drawing with crayons with him than dealing with my job.
Hope all of you out there are having a wonderful week. And also that you have a great weekend. Talk to you soon.
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